sorry , repost ignore this post
well the fuckin corporate big wigs just sit at their desks while people like me are down in the trenches busting our asses for $$ that doesnt even meet the fuckin cost of living out here, while they sit in Illinois in their $250,000 mansions.
i was supposed to get 125 shares this fall, for my 6 year ann. but NOOOOO, they decided not to because they would have to report it or something and they would take a substatial HIT to THEIR earnings. ok, so i will continue making the peanuts that i am.... with a wedding comming up.... and trying to save money for a house..... and pay all of my current bills and rent because CORPORATE ASS BAGS dont want to hand over 125 stocks, worth about $5600 because THEY dont want to lose $3400. well everyone else fuckin got some nice stocks BEFORE they changed the rules. you know what i got instead? a \"floating holiday\" for 2006 (paid day off) worth about $126.50. O K! i would MUCH rather have an extra day off, on top of the 22 paid days off i already have. well W T F. i hate this shit. when you tell someone they are going to get something and get them all excited then all of a sudden \"NO!\" you can get really pissed off. that coulda paid off the linc., or i coulda hung onto it for another few years, wait for the stock price to split, and doubled my money and then put a nice downpayment on a house.
and i still havent heard anything aboout my promotion, even though i have done everything that they told me to do before i can get promoted. damn corporate world. if i quit my job RIGHT now they would be sooooo fucked i would laugh my ass off as the un-employment checks came rolling in. but i cannot do that, i cannot be a leach on society because i am an able-bodied hard working man, and i will let it get to me because i have to. damn this is some deep shit.